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The After Math


The transgender community has gained such momentum and loads of cheerleaders in the past year after the reveal of Caitlyn Jenner and the I am Jazz reality show series. The hoopla has created false perception and rallied up every gender switching hopefuls who now think this is the answer to all of their problems.

The script is well memorized, you know the one, the born in the wrong body, I knew when I was 3 years old, and oh yes, I will commit suicide if you don’t hand over the goods, these magical words will grant you the all powerful diagnosis of “gender dysphoria”.  I get a lot of hate from the trans community, especially from MTFs when Lynna and I try to educate and bring some sanity to the insanity of gender change. We get discredited, called all sorts of names, received death threats and considered traitors for what we do. But truth be told, the pain and anguish that we see in this community whom even after transition continue to face the problems they were promised to be alleviated after transition, are growing in numbers.  They feel the need to tell us to shut up and try to say that our dissatisfaction with our transition is whats fueling our campaign, well nothing is further from the truth, the truth is that after years of transition, or a life altering event as in Lynna’s accident, one starts to question this insanity, and starts to feel the after math of transition.

Lynna lost many things during her transition, all of these losses and such a low return somehow feels like a poor business transaction. So let me put it this way, loss of friends, family, children, financial, and over all integrity, all to get to wear a dress, heels and a wig? All to have papers that really mean nothing, read female? When in actuality no matter what we do, our sex remains the same. Your life now turned upside down, all in the attempt to force people to see a man, as a woman? All so you can live a few years in your fantasy? Let me tell you, there is an inner voice that will speak to you, as years go buy and your true self, will demand presence again, and as you age the battles will be a force to reckon with, trust me when I say this.

Once you transition, your life has changed, you have rudely attempted to change history and when you try to change history bad things happen. The life you were given, the person that brought you into this world, all your relations and encounters cannot be erased, you are not responsible to alter your fate, you are in the delusion that you can just flip a switch and life is now how you want it to be, you don’t know how wrong you are. The Universe has other plans, and just as every trans person walking on this planet will realize these words will ring true, every paradigm you think you are creating will crumble into dust, for it was not up to you to destroy the divine plan.

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I am not religious, but I am spiritual and every beat of my heart tells me that what I did was wrong, what is being done to you and your family is destructive in every way. You can’t expect the world to bow down to your narcissistic ways, all so you can wear cute panties and bras, so you can parade on the street, try to be a model or actress, try to gain attention, the attention you lacked as the ordinary you.

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Let this be a warning from someone who has lived this life, has tried to detransition and is realizing that it was not up to me to change the unchangeable, the after math is not pretty, your own conscious will not let you live in peace, what we have done is the unthinkable and needs to be stopped.


Till Next Time



About Mark Angelo Cummings

Maritza/Mark is walking the path of healing, she/he is a broadcaster, musician, writer, and educator. As a Certified Nutritional Consultant, Master Personal Trainer and Occupational Therapist, she/he has taken wellness one step further. Check out our website http://www.gypsybluenomads.com/ Follow our journey: The Travels of 2 Truth Seeker and Their Car. Check out our live Programing Tues & Thurs @ 6 PM MT on RealTalk With The Cummings https://www.youtube.com/c/GypsyBlueNomads


5 thoughts on “The After Math

  1. “Aftermath” is one word.


    Posted by Joe Clark | August 27, 2016, 6:22 pm
  2. Your words are amazing. As someone who has always felt more like a “guy” than a girl I thankfully understood my body is not what I can be. I try to say what you’ve said but everyone thinks I’m a lgbt hater because of it. Great words of wisdom thank you

    Liked by 1 person

    Posted by A_Travel | August 27, 2016, 8:24 pm

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