This was where I worked in Califonia from 1991 to 1994.
During those days, I could not go a day without pouring out my broken heart to anyone who would listen. I am sure that everyone who I worked with at my new job, if they spent any amount of time with me, they were very familiar with my lost love story. It devastated me for a very long time and it completely changed my life in many ways but none more than in the way that it further demasculinized me emotionally and mentally. Her parents had severely impacted me in that one night that emotionally raped me. After I came back from Minnesota, I was clearly not the same person, I had lost much of my inner confidence.
As time went on, I settled into my new job and was loving the new pace of my life. Christmas came…
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