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Gender Dysphoria Is Mental

I am amazed at how money influences the perception of what is right or wrong, healthy or unhealthy and finally how it has become mainstream when it was once considered a Jerry Springer sideshow. What a few years and a few dollars can do for a movement that was seen mostly in back street alleys, … Continue reading

Recovering Trans Addict

13 years of my life has passed by, I feel as if I have been living a different life from the life I was meant to live. I rebelled against all the rules society created, girls are meant to be pretty, wear dresses, be subservient, quiet and yes weak. Don’t do this, do that, act … Continue reading

Changing Gender??????

Okay, I am going to get real here, really real, as real as anyone who has been under the self impression that such a thing is possible or conceived. Yes I know people are doing it all of the time now, heck I thought I had too, till the years and life started showing me … Continue reading

What’s The Accomplishment Really?

Harry Benjamin was a German-born, American endocrinologist and sexologist, widely known for his clinical work with transsexualism.  Many of his colleagues and other professionals disagree with the path and treatment the doctor chose  to treat his patients who reported discomfort with the sex they were born as.  The protocol he created pretty much spelled out … Continue reading

How I Am Feeling

Many people ask these days how I have been feeling since my detransition? Well to tell you the truth, I have not really thought too much about it, I mean, I know I am fine in so many ways, but I have not really dig deep, really deep, to find out what is going on … Continue reading

Let The Sunshine In

For many people detransitioning seems to be harder than the original route of transitioning and I expected a lot more complications and mental distress than I have been going through. In fact, it has been smooth sailing on my part, the initial awkwardness with Lynna lasted a few days and we have since been great. … Continue reading

Stopping T Improves Health

  Two of the many side affects that I noticed with T, was an increase in heart rate and blood pressure, two of the most damaging results that can lead to stroke, heart attacks and death. Since stopping T, my usual pulse of 98-102, placing tremendous strain on my heart, has now dropped to 84 … Continue reading

Facing Truth

One of the things that frustrates me the most about this community is the lack of self awareness and ability to reason with truth. I can understand not liking the body you were giving, the gender you were pronounced at birth, but just because you don’t like it or want it, does not give you … Continue reading

Who Are We Kidding?

  Video after video, transition after transition, these extremely sad individuals who will stop at nothing to accomplish the fairy tale in their minds, are not for one minute stopping to see what it is that they are actually doing.  Who in their right mind, will destroy their genitals in the attempts to have another … Continue reading

The Mountain Climb

13 years of living in a body I created, a persona that was brought to life by me is now being demolished, thankfully due to self awareness and growth. My life the past 13 years has had a lot of ups and downs, good days and bad and overall quite the theatrical production. I have … Continue reading