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Reflection

We took a few days away from social media, did not have a show this week and decided to take some time to reflect on our life and changes, after all, it has been one heck of a ride since the day Paul entered my life on that cold winter day, in El Paso Texas, … Continue reading

A Detransitioning Woman

I have been in this de-transitioning process since last year to be exact, many people have chastised me and said: “you will be back”, attempting to shame me, by making me seem confused and as if I was wrong, and in the wrong for waking up from the lie I lived for 13 years. Well, … Continue reading

He Heals

    I don’t think people are really aware of what is happening in my life, really, I Maritza Lopez have been a destructive force in my own life, for years, I never knew there was a way to heal or to be set free on the path of righteousness.  Many of you know my … Continue reading

Quench Your Thirst

  There are times that we are thirsty and hungry, yet never seem to get either quenched. Have we wondered why we go from relationships to relationships, from dead-end jobs to a spree of materialistic hoarding, yet never seem to find what we are searching for? Well, here is my belief, if you find yourself … Continue reading

Tough Love

Let us get to the root of this conversation and explanation of why my heart is on fire for God. I have never been an atheist per say but was pretty turned off by religion and much of what I felt back then as bigotry and hate.  Many people look at me now and see … Continue reading

Attacks And Haters

If there is one thing I know for sure, when the natives get restless, that means, that we are doing something right.  When it comes to giving God all the credit and praise, and sharing our miraculous story, we will never shut up, you can count on that, we have been through so much as … Continue reading

What Was I Thinking?

As days go by, I am still feeling like I am dreaming, never have I known such bliss, happiness and completeness, pinch me, am I dreaming? I always thought happiness was for other people, not me. I thought that I was doomed with failed relationships, career plans and the need to  always chase a dream, … Continue reading

Getting My Life Back

I often wonder what would drive a person to want to totally disappear and change their life? Being trans was like joining a witness protection program where you lose your identity and create another. I have felt as an imposter since undergoing transition, and now for the first time in my life, I feel authentic. … Continue reading

Latin America Cheering Us On

We were invited to do an interview on CNN En Espanol on a show called Camilo http://www.cnn.com/video/data/2.0/video/spanish/2016/09/15/cnnee-camilo-intvw-dra-azaret-paul-mariza-identidad-sexual-reasignacion-genero.cnn.html We were originally invited when they thought we were promoting the trans agenda, but they were not ready for the switch and our detransition. We knew not to tell them because they would not have allowed us to … Continue reading

Detransitioning, I am Alive

As many of you who have been following me, I have been wanting to detransition since last year, never once did I even think this thought would cross my mind, but I fell in love with a man, a man who got injured, was broken and very confused when he entered my life. This man … Continue reading